These fucking #s are making my head spin. Could they have meaning?
Now that we’ve established that I have a sixth sense let’s talk about numbers. Nope, I am not a numerologist, although I get how I could be mistaken for one. All I know is my own experience. Okay, so check it. It all started with me walking across Sepulvada Ave. in Culver City, CA, which is a 4-lane, busy street, to prove my faith in God. I had to believe that I would not get hit by a car and you know what? I didn’t. I finally began walking on the sidewalk and I started adding up the numbers of each address to determine whether it was a good or bad number based on the Bible. Yes, indeed, this was a psychotic episode and although it felt like I was being betrayed by my own mind it was actually guiding me by sending messages that I may not have received in my normal state of mind. Since then, numbers began to have meaning to me. They were coming too fast though and making me dizzy. They began appearing to me like signs from the Universe.
The year 2012 was so significant to me for so many different reasons. Wasn’t the world supposed to end? That obviously didn’t happen. As we all know the 44th president, Barak Obama is a black man, who although initially elected in 2008, was re-elected in 2012, 44 years after the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. I was born in 1968, the year Dr. Martin King, Jr. was assassinated, 44 years before the 2nd term of the 44th first black President. When I was 44 my mom was 68 and she was born in 1944. You see where I’m going? Because of being born in such a pivotal year in history I have always felt a responsibility to make a profound impact on the world. On my 44th birthday I felt as if my life just began. I even have a tattoo saying as much.
After my 2015 episode I began seeing the # 44 everywhere, on license plates, phone #s, clocks, trucks, etc. Once I saw it 4 times within 5 minutes. I began seeing it so much that I decided to look up its meaning. I found this blog, which I’ve referenced below, that gave such a detailed breakdown of the meaning of 44.
“If you see the number 44 everywhere, accept that the angels are trying to tell you to keep going on your path. They see that you are achieving success and are allowing this number to appear in your life as a form of encouragement. These guardian angels don’t want you to allow fear or doubt to keep you from fulfilling your destiny through living out your purpose. Seeing 44 is a form of validation!”
Now if that doesn’t apply to me, I don’t know what does. And that’s just the number 44, I haven’t even touched on the all too common 11:11, nor the TV series Touch, but I will. I can go on and on about all the messages I’ve received from the Universe through numbers, but instead I’ll save it for a chapter in the sequel of The Girl with the Orange Hair.
