Don’t you dare give up!
In June 2012, while living in a 1-room apartment in West Hollywood, CA an idea came to me, and I began writing my story of love, deceit, mania, psychosis, and freedom. At that time, I set a lofty goal for myself, and I was and still am determined to achieve it no matter how long it takes. The time will pass anyway.
I made a grave mistake. I shared my dream, which is really not a dream at all but instead a divine purpose. I highly advise against that. There will be those who only doubt you and tell you it can’t be done or think it should be done in a certain time frame. They will insist it’s not possible, that you’re being unrealistic, even that you’re crazy, but you know because you have been seeing the signs.
I am ready to fulfill my purpose and as a result manifest my dream and everything, I need to accomplish it comes to me at just the right time. How did I happen upon Publishers Marketplace back in 2021? How did I happen upon Writing Workshops, pretty sure I Googled that and ta-da! I landed right where I was supposed to be. These are 2 very necessary resources that I need to help me reach my goal.
In 2012 I’d sit on the beach alone, just me and the ocean and dream of the life I wanted. Mostly a life filled with romantic love but also the accomplishment of my ultimate goal. Along the way I’d learn ways to make my dream a reality. I’d meet by way of books Napoleon Hill, Christian D. Larson, and Neville Goddard. Each meeting would teach me how to realize my dreams. I turned “I will” into “I am,” and results began to happen.
Despite naysayers I have never given up and today I’m closer than ever to the fulfillment of my divine purpose and the manifestation of my dream. 2024 has big things planned for me, including a momentous trip to New York I’ve been preparing for over the past 5 years, and I am more than ready. I will tell you things happen when they are supposed to. I spent so much time distracted by food, sex, and the desire to be with my twin soul. I had to work through those things to get where I am today. I gave all those things up, well not food because I need it to survive, but gluttony and now I’m completely focused.
The night I saw the BELIEVE sign in the sky on my drive to Manhattan Beach I knew without a shadow of doubt I was clearly on the right path. I’ve never doubted myself despite what others think and I have certainly never given up. Now I work a bit more quietly.
And so, it begins and there is no turning back. What happens next is merely a manifestation of my thoughts. I am ready.
